In this Oasis of Dreams, my hearts desires yearn for more
The pleasures of life appear before my eyes across this shore
Partake in them, I cannot as my senses steer me away
With all my sincerity I swim against the tides of shallow waters, not knowing when my strength will fail me.

I have opened my heart to you in a simple act of devotion, yet I am laughed at for my simplicity.  In this sincerity, I find my will. My will is the Vehicle of this passion.  This passion is my hopes and aspiration to reach out, reach out and feel the beauty that is humanity.  Maybe the fast, is merely a training ground for the patience I must nurture.  

My blessing is this heart that will not give up, nor will it give in.  Someone, somewhere thought this was the sin, while I found it as the gift. No more, will my fears haunt me down the wrong path.  For what is my worth, if I cannot live with this voice within?

Maybe it is in the heat of moments when we truly discover where inner beauty grows.  For now, my thirst is merely a guiding light to the road out of sin.